Eugie = Walking Undead

Went to the pulmonary doctor yesterday. They took another chest x-ray, scheduled a full oxygen capacity test thingy, and gave me a referral to schedule a CAT scan. They have a little device to measure oxygen in the blood that bounces light waves off your finger, restrained in a clip thingy. Being able to detect a pulse is rather essential in this device functioning properly. Having MCTD, the capillaries in my fingers are prone to spasming shut when it’s cold, and the doctor’s office was a bit on the chilly side. The doctor had a hard time getting any input, and for a while there, I was registering a total 0. Yep, I was dead. Made me think of far too many zombie movies.

So I’m waiting for all the tests to happen and then the test results to come in before they can diagnose why I’m having problems breathing.

While I was there, I filled my prescription for Imuran. Decided I should probably be taking it. Took my first one yesterday. Scary.

Writing stats:

ARGH. My muse is a flighty strumpet!! Did maybe 750 new words. This new story doesn’t seem to be going anywhere, but part of that is I’m nor sure what audience I want to be writing for with this. I think the plot I’ve envisioned is too mature for middle-grade children. Wondering about trying for a YA audience instead, but suddenly I’m out of novella range with that and back into the dreaded novel size. Still intimidated by that.

Still no BFoD from Carina on a submission read 3/15. Dare I hope that she’s holding it with intent to send on to Shawna? Ooo.

Post-novella depression

I think I’m experiencing a sort of post-novella depression. Yikes, I can’t imagine how bad it’d be after a full-length novel. But I feel kind of sad that I’m not pumping out new words on it anymore. I miss the outpouring of creativity. I miss the characters I created. I achieved a more in-depth understanding of their personalities, their motivations than I have with characters in my short stories.

Want to start on another major project, see if I can’t keep the “longer work” momentum up. Riffled through my research notes yesterday, and nothing sparked my muse. Think I’ll spend some time this weekend researching various mythologies to see if any of them can kick-start my flagging inspiration.

Up to twenty-four critiques of the current offering on Critters. I’ve noticed something. Female readers tend to like it significantly more than males. There’s a few curve breakers, but it’s turning out to be a pretty consistent trend. I think I might want to try hitting the female editors first with this one.

Hobkin is a Teddy Skunk, More Writing

Hobkin, these last couple mornings, has woken up just as I needed to leave and flopped on me, making it very hard to get going. He clings and hugs, and tries to wedge his head right under my chin. Sigh.

Writing Stuff:

My review of issue XI of Oceans of the Mind is up at Tangent.

Heard from the editor of Scrybe Press that the artist they had contracted to do the cover art for “Ascendancy of Blood” is apparently MIA, so they’re seeing about having Roel Wielinga do it instead, which I’m pretty pleased about. I’ve seen his (her?) stuff online and (s)he does fantastic B&W artwork.

Also received more work from Scrybe Press, which I’m pretty geek happy about. Writing book jacket synopses is fun.

Got my Critters MPC today, so I’m bumping the first three chapters of my novella up the queue for next week. An emergency RFDR. Except when I tried to bump it, it said that the manuscript wasn’t in the queue. Wha? I submitted it yesterday. Glargh. I’ll check again later.

And I got a note from the headman of Dragon*Con okaying my request to increase my Daily Dragon staffing numbers. Thank God.

Writing Writing Writing

Received a very nice, page long, personal rejection from Cricket with commentary on what didn’t work for them, as well as an oblique invitation to take another stab at the subject matter. But it wasn’t a rewrite request. Pook.

It’s more depressing getting a “no” from a place I’ve gotten several “yes”s from before. Also, I really liked this story.

Why is it always the ones that mean something to me that can’t find homes? Sigh.

Also received official notification from Phobos, at last, that my finalist story didn’t win their contest this year. Out it goes again.

And received word that Rain Crow has folded. No big surprise there. I’d sent them a reprint story to consider, so no biggie anyway. But it’s always sad when another one bites it.

Had Matthew first reader my novella. It is now at first draft stage. Also critiqued like mad on Critters yesterday to get an MPC. Don’t know if I’ll get it this week or next as this is a double week. If I get it this week I’m going to bump the novella up the queue. I’ll barely make my deadline, but I should still make it. If I get the MPC next week, I’ll just have to depend on extra-Critters critiques.

Debated whether or not to do a RFDR (request for dedicated readers). But with a word processor count pushing 20K, which is the lower limit, I decided I’d try a RFDR and see what happens. Never done one of those before.

Skunk better, Ostara, Writing stats

Hobkin continues to respond well to his meds. His symptoms appear to have cleared up and he’s eating well. And even his stripe is back on straight. Thanks to everyone who sent their concern and well wishes!

Matthew and I had our celebration of Ostara yesterday. We made apple ‘n parsnip soup, beer bread, and “pooka” cookies. Actually the pooka cookies were these ready-to-bake sugar cookies with pink bunnies on them, ostensibly for Easter. But they looked more like pooka cookies to us. Much yumminess.

Writing stats:

Sold reprint of “Inspirations End” to Scrybe Press! Huzzah! Now I’m very glad I asked the editor of Tales of the Paranormal not to publish it on her website.

And a bit on the worrisome side, some of my emails seem to have disappeared into a black abyss. Damn Internet gremlins!

Twelve critiques so far on the current story up at Critters. It’s getting a very positive reception.

4900 words yesterday on the novella. It’s officially a novella now and it’s done! That might be a daily productivity record for me. Actually, this whole last week might be a productivity record for me. I noticed it felt easier to crank out higher word countage per day as I went along.

“Done” is probably too optimistic a word, though. The prose is rough. It’s going to take several more passes before I even want to show it to Matthew. But rewriting and editing is easy, comparatively. I’m jazzed to have completed a work of this length. It’s the longest project I’ve managed to finish, and it gives me hope that I might actually be able to do longer lengths after all.

This whole “skip scenes you get stuck on” strategy has really worked out. I did end up tossing a couple scenes I wrote out of order because when I went back to the earlier part, the storyline didn’t end up going where I thought it would. But considering I typically ditch whole paragraphs and scenes in the course of my normal rewriting, even when I’m going chronologically, I pretty much accept that as how my writing process works.

Using standard manuscript count, it comes to approximately 24,000 words. Wow.

Hobkin’s adventure, writing stats

So we thought Hobkin was all better, but then he decided to have a relapse as well as refuse to eat his breakfast yesterday. As long as he was eating, I figured we could handle it, but when he turned up his nose at cucumbers, bell peppers, bok choy, watermelon, and bread, I got scared.

Called the vet, bundled skunk into carrier, off we went.

The vet we have is fantastic. They specialize in skunks, but they’re a forty-five minute drive away if the traffic is reasonable. The traffic was almost reasonable. We made it in an hour.

Hobkin didn’t have a temperature. From scruffing he didn’t seem dehydrated, although he was considerate enough to display a “bad tummy” symptom while we were there so they could test that. They also wanted to take blood.

Did you know there’s a new insurance company policy that owners can’t help restrain their own pets during veterinary procedures? Otherwise it nulls their malpractice insurance. How stupid is that? I’d be totally slack-jawed at the idea of owners suing vets after being bitten by their own fuzzies, except that’s exactly what brought about this policy change.

So they whisked Hobkin off to get his blood drawn, and while he’s gone, I heard these loud, piercing squawks. I knew there’s a parakeet next door, and I assumed they were doing something terrible to that poor bird. After a bit, they returned, lugging a very distressed Hobkin and he’s making these noises. As soon as they handed him to me, he stops, and clings to me for all he’s worth.

My poor baby! If I’d known it was him screaming for me, I’d have come running! I didn’t know such sounds could come out of him. I’ve heard other skunks scream, but Hobkin’s never done so before. I get stressed when he makes “roinking” noises, which is nothing compared to the sounds he was making at the vets.

I was traumatized. Hobkin was traumatized. Matthew tried to comfort both of us.

The vets ran their test on the small amount of blood they were able to pull. He was on the borderline of dehydration so they wanted to stick him again and get some subcutaneous fluids in. This time, the vet agreed to let me hold him for the procedure. Hobkin didn’t even twitch when the needle went in.

He’s such a momma’s boy.

They pumped a huge amount of solution into him, so much so that he had a bubble of slosh in his side. It actually skewed his coat so his stripe was crooked. Throughout the night I kept trying to tug it straight. Heh.

They also gave us amoxycillan and an anti-nausea drug to give him three times a day, which fortunately have agreeable tastes.

The clincher? As soon as we got home, we fed Hobkin lunch, and he snarfed it right up.

Yup.

Writing stats:

Obviously there was a derailment on the writing train. But after we returned from our veterinary foray, I managed to crank out 3000 new words.

Also finished my review of the latest Ocean of the Mind and sent it to my editor. He said he’ll post it as soon as the substitute reviewer he found for the story written by the guy I know sends that in.

Hope to get more writing in today.

Break from Writing

My wing stubs are beginning to hurt again. Debating on whether to take a Clonazepam or just grit my teeth. The pain is unpleasant, but I’m on such an unprecedentedly good writing roll I hate to take any chances with my cognitive faculties.

3000 more words on the novella. It’s well into the novelette range. It looks likely that I’ll make it to novella length! Whether or not I finish the thing remains to be seen. But I’m rolling along well, so far.

Passed the second round of reading on a submission at Andromeda Spaceways Inflight Magazine. Gotta love those Aussies. Crossed fingers and lip chewing to commence.

Read and reviewed five out of eleven (or is it twelve?) stories in the current issue of Oceans of the Mind for Tangent. Realized that one of the stories in this issue is written by the head of Critters.org. The author is also the VP of the SFWA. So, in order to avoid a conflict of interest/bias issue, I had my editor find someone else to review that story. Whew.

Now should I have another cup of coffee and try for another thousand words before tipping over, or should I take a sedative and give my arms a break? Decisions, decisions.

Everyone’s on the Mend/Hectic Writing Schedule

We all seem to be getting over the flu bug. Thankfully, as stomach flus go, this one seems to have been rather mild.

Hobkin has kept down all the food he’s eaten in the last twenty-four hours, and is generally exhibiting signs of being over the worst of his GI issues.

Thank goodness.

Writing stuff:

Received a BFoD from RoF, right on schedule, and a note from WotF that my story, while not a winner, was a quarter-finalist. Again. Always a bridesmaid, dammit.

My review of “Safe Haven” by Karen D. Fishler in Infinite Matrix is up at Tangent.

Another 3000 words on the novella. It’s now officially novelette length, and out of the short story pit of word countage. Flowing along great with the “write what you can, skip what you need to” approach. Fingers crossed and wood knocking that this continues.

Also received the next issue of Oceans of the Mind to review. It’s HUGE. My editor actually asked whether I wanted to skip this one and have him pass it to another reviewer, as I had already sent him a review this week. I actually considered passing as I don’t want anything to skew my writing flow. But then I figured, “nah, I can read and review between creative bursts.” Besides, I didn’t have anything else major planned this weekend.

Did I mention this issue is HUGE? I think it’s the longest issue they’ve ever published.

Also, I need to critique a bunch of stories on Critters. There are several regulars up this week who I would feel bad about if I missed.

I still haven’t finished sending thank you notes out for the last story that went through the queue, and I’m beginning to get a steady stream of crits coming in for my current offering.

And I need to work on that rewrite and send it to market already if it’s going to market, as well as have Matthew first reader my fantasy/VR fusion piece.

I think I bit off more than I can fit into my mouth.

Minty bread

Hobkin sicked up his dinner last night. I think we were pushing too much food too quickly on his recuperating tummy.

The evening was a repeat of last night’s. Fed Hobkin small bits of veggies and bread by hand at regular intervals. Sometimes it’d stay down, sometimes it wouldn’t. But he’s not dehydrated and he is getting some nutrients into him. He’s quite active, not lethargic at all, running about, attacking socks, stomping at everything, so we’re continuing with our current course of care.

Managed to get him to take Pepto Bismol by soaking a dose of it into a piece of bread. He appears to like minty bread well enough. Maybe it’s just the liquidness of it he doesn’t like? Anyway, that seems to have helped.

Me, I have a headache and my insides are definitely unhappy. It’s stomach flus all around. Blah.

Despite the questionable health status of everyone, Matthew still tried to put together a fun St. Paddy’s Day. He made vegetarian Irish Stew. Shooed me out of the kitchen so I couldn’t see what he put into it, but it was very yummy. Even on my sensitive digestive tract.

One good result from all these sedentary evenings is that I’ve been getting a lot of writing done.

Writing stuff:

3000 more words on the novella. Plowing ahead. The real test will come at the 8K word mark. Something usually starts going wonky with my flow when I breach the “this ain’t a short story no longer” marker.

Also scribbled up a synopsis so I know where I’m going with it, and did quite a bit of research to shore up my facts and details.

Been actively putting into practice the “if I get stuck, skip the scene and go on to the next” stratagem. It’s working great so far.

Wish I felt a little less lightheaded.

On the Nature of Skunk Tummies

Hobkin seems to be on the mend. I hand fed him small pieces of high-liquid veggies, watermelon, and bits of bread at regular intervals last night. Even managed to coax him to lap up a bit of Pepto Bismol. He sicked up some of his food, and a lot of it passed through his system far too quickly for any sort of decent nutrient absorption. But I think enough got into him to do some good. And he maintained an appetite.

He was very clingy, and very prone to startling. Well, he is a small animal with a wee brain, after all. His tummy is upset and he doesn’t understand what’s happening, so he’s scared and easily frightened. That translated to him wanting to curl up all night with me, and keeping me pinned on the couch. My night was pretty sedentary, but I got a lot of writing done.

I keep checking his scruff to see if he’s dehydrated, and although his fur is a little dry, he seems okay on the hydration front, which is my biggest concern. I’ve had to force fluids orally and administer them subcutaneously to small animals before. They don’t like it; I don’t like it; there’s much unhappiness all around. I’d like not to have to go through that again.

This morning, Hobkin ate a meal of veggies and watermelon without me having to hand feed him. And had his normal (if slightly smaller) lunch of cottage cheese and more veggies. So we’re holding off on making a decision whether to take him to the vet’s for another day to see if he’ll be able to get over this bout of upset tummy without medical intervention.

I wish the little fuzzwit could tell us how he’s feeling.

In related news, Matthew had a few disturbed stomach pangs last night, and today I felt a bit unsettled myself in the GI department. Not sure if it’s us being sympathetic to Hobkin, or we’re all three of us sharing a bug. I know ferrets and humans are susceptible to the same colds and flus, but haven’t been able to ascertain whether that’s true for humans and skunks. If we humans worsen, I suspect I will have my answer.

Writing stuff:

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